27 February 2011

From My Hidey Hole

Maybe you haven't noticed but I haven't been around.
Mind you, it looks like many of you-all haven't been round much either.
There's been so much going on in Real Life.
Tragedy and Disaster on a National scale. Followed by Heartbreak and Drama at a personal level.
It's all just Too Much.
Somehow I just haven't had the heart to talk about it.

Thursday brought a family crisis, and tears. Friday brought friends to help and support.

Saturday... still shell-shocked we took our bikes to Mission Bay and rode along the waterfront; got some gluten-free fish and chips; tried to smile and laugh.

And it worked, mostly. Something about the sun and the sea. The breeze blowing in your bike helmet and the calls of the wild...

"Mummmmeeee! My legs are sore! I'm tiiiired!"

I missed a milestone 50th birthday party that night, unable to face the crowds and spent time with a few special friends instead.
Sometimes  you just have to do that.

Be kind to yourselves (and each other).

Lay low and use what energy you have where you need it most.

So this is just me emerging briefly from my hidey hole to wave and say hello to any friends out there in the Land of Blog who may have noted my absence. I mean when a blogaholic fails to blog you know something's up, right?

And there is, but I can't say.

All I can do is ask that while you fling your prayers heavenward, could you say a word for Team G as well?
We need a whole lots of Divine Love right now, specially for our Boy.

{PS: Most of these photos were taken from the seat of a moving bike on my dinky point-n-shoot camera - I am getting to be so much more of a better bikeswoman}
24 February 2011

Walk for Christchurch

We here in New Zealand are walking around with our minds and hearts elsewhere. No matter what we are doing, Christchurch is not far fom our thoughts.

Whenever we go to complain about the chores, the kids... we clap a hand over our mouths and say to ourselves, but I have nothing to complain about, compared to what's happening in Christchurch.

The rescuers keep working through the night, still hoping to find survivors in the rubble. We pray for them from a distance, but our hearts are right there with them.

We keep hoping against hope even though it's been hours since they last found anyone alive.

And in the back of our minds is the task facing the city when the dust has settled.
The people who have lost their homes, their livelihoods, their sense of safety. Not to mention their precious loved ones.

We sit here at a distance feeling frustrated and wishing there was something we could do, as well as praying.

Then my friend Gail came up with this idea, a Walk for Christchurch, just like our Walk for Haiti last year.
A 16km sponsored walk across the Auckland isthmus. I did it last year. Ouch.

And I have said I will do it this year too. How could I not? I'm terrified of course. I am so unfit. And last year I could barely walk for days afterwards. But I'm doing it.

I will get up off my butt and walk. And hope that you will join me - either by walking with us on the 2nd of April and/or by donating.

Would you also support us by sponsoring us?


And or by putting this button on your blog?

Walk for Christchurch 

It links directly to the fundraising page where people can donate via credit or debit card. All money raised goes directly to the Red Cross to help the people of Christchurch. We would love your support.

Cos it's not for us. It's for them.

Thankyou. ♥

Photos from MSN Galleries
23 February 2011

Wordless: Prayers for Christchurch

Tears prickling as we watch the news. Our fellow Kiwis in Christchurch, devastated only six months ago by an earthquake and the thousands of aftershocks since... beginning to rebuild... and now... something so much worse.

Hearts breaking as we watch the rescuers. Volunteers and bystanders, some in business suits and ties, pulling aside the rubble with their bare hands, bravely risking their own safety to save the lives of workmates and strangers who are trapped in the pancaked buildings.


Prayers for those trapped. More than one hundred of them. We pray you are still alive! Jesus put your angels with them. Lead the rescuers to them.

Nothing will ever be the same in this city.

Praying for the rescuers. Keep them safe. Give them Strength. Lead them to those who are trapped.

Prayers for leaders of the city, the country. For Wisdom. For strength. For help to come from all over the world (and it is coming. More tears prickle. World, Thankyou for caring.)

Miracles. We pray for miracles.

Strength for the people, stuck in their homes. Without water. Without power. Worrying for their loved ones. Fearful of the next aftershock. Oh Jesus, bring them peace.

Our hearts are heavy today. Our thoughts wander south as we whisper our prayers.

To make a donation:

  • Phone 0900 33 200 to make an automatic $20 donation
  • FreeTXT 'QUAKE' to 555 to donate $5 or FreeTXT 'QUAKE' to 333 to donate $3 from any Vodafone mobile
  • Donate online at http://redcross.org.nz/
  • Donate in person at any branch of NZ Post, Kiwibank, ANZ, National Bank, ASB, TSB and BNZ across New Zealand.
  • Mail a cheque (made payable to New Zealand Red Cross) to: Canterbury Earthquake Appeal, Freepost 232690, PO Box 12-140, Thorndon, Wellington 6144.

Photos found on GoogleImages
22 February 2011

Big Personalities...

I'm revisiting a post I did when I first started blogging, a personality test taken from Mary Sheedy Kurcinka's wonderful book, Raising Your Spirited Child.

Seems we have our fair share of spirited children in our family, and Mary's book has saved my life on more than one occasion!

Rather than see this full-on-ness as negative Mary's book helps us to better understand our kids with big personalities and work with them rather than fighting them; enjoy them rather than being tormented by them! Here I have taken some excerpts from the chapter which helps to clarify where our kids fall in the range of personality. So grab a pencil and paper and take the test... you might be surprised!

{I'll be retaking the test along with you and adding in a few of my own thoughts}

Excerpts From the Book "Raising your Spirited Child"
by Mary Sheedy Kurcinka

BOOK EXCERPT: "Even in the hospital nursery the differences in emotional intensity are apparent. Some babies 'squeak' when they are hungry. Others wail, their cries echoing down the corridor.

Spirited kids are born intense.... There's nothing wrong with the spirited screamer. He is temperamentally more intense. That isn't all bad. It means he is also more enthusiastic, exuberant, zestful.

Spirited children experience every emotion and sensation deeply and powerfully. Their hearts pound, adrenaline flows through their bodies. There is actually a physical reaction that occurs more strongly in their bodies than in less intense individuals.
They are not loud because they know it irritates people; they are loud because they really feel that much excitement, pain or whatever the emotion or sensation might be. Their intensity is real..."
 Dash and Miss Fab are both extremely intense. When they are happy the whole world is singing with them. When things go wrong, the whole world knows it. Oh they feel it. Every sorrow becomes a drama. As a baby Miss fab was so loud it literally hurt. Thankfully Scrag is pretty even-keeled :)

Our Scores for Intensity:
DASH: 5/5
SCRAG: 2/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "Spirited kids "lock in". If they want to do something, they want to do it now and can't easily give up on it.
The advice to stop a persistent child's cry by ignoring it is worthless, a frustrating joke. Although other children may be asleep within minutes of being put in their bed, this child can scream for hours unless mum or dad find a way to soothe her and help her stop.
...Persistent kids are committed to their tasks. If they want a cookie, they will keep coming back until they get one. They are goal-oriented, unwilling to give up easily.
...they are persistent when they are motivated and personally interested in the idea or activity. If it's their idea, they won't let go of it. If it's yours they are much more interested in what's going on in the world around them.
The world needs people who are persistent, but as their parent you can expect to expend more energy and skill to win cooperation."

My eldest two are super-persistent. Especially Miss Fab. Sleep-training her was a nightmare. no such thing as crying it out with this persistent little madam. Three hours later... she'd still be crying. Er screaming. Cos remember, she's intense too. And Dash. Doesn't take no for an answer. Begged for a baby brother til he got one... two years later. Lined up for bumper boats on his own... for over an hour. Ahhh, but sweet little Scrag, so easily diverted! :)

DASH: 4/5
SCRAG: 1/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "Spirited children are born with a super set of sensors. Although many kids can fall asleep in a room full of people, the spirited child stays wide awake taking in every sound and sight...
Sensitive kids also respond to emotions, serving as the family's stress gauge. When you feel the worst, they'll act the worst.
To the sensitive child, every experience is a sensory bombardment.
He sees, hears and smells things that others (including parents and siblings) might miss.
If your child is temperamentally sensitive, hearing, smelling and feeling things that you may not even discern, you can expect that food, clothing, crowds, noisy celebrations and other sensory loaded activities will easily trigger him.
Now when it happens, instead of worrying that he is being obnoxious or naughty on purpose, you can recognise it for what it is: his first and most natural reaction, a reaction you can help him learn to manage..."

 Sensitivity. Oh boy. Yep we know all about that. I credit Dash's sensitivity with his fussiness about food. Certain textures. Smells. He just can't get past them. Thankfully Miss Fab and Scrag are both great eaters. But then there's clothes. Both my older kids are super fussy about clothes. Anything itchy or rough-textured. Woolly things. Newly-washed jeans. All Labels must be ripped out of clothes, they are just too irritating.
And noise. As babies they all cried when the vacuum cleaner was going. Miss Fab bursts into tears at the wrong tone of voice. Scrag still gets upset when music is too loud, and claps his hands over his ears. When the kids are fighting it makes him cry.
They all have their moments, but Mr Super-Sensitivity would have to be Dash. He gets it from me.

DASH: 5/5
SCRAG: 3/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "Not only are spirited kids more sensitive, they are also more perceptive. They'll notice everything...
Their perceptiveness can often get them into trouble because it might appear they are not listening. Ask a perceptive child to get dressed and she'll disappear, Thirty minutes later you can find her still in her pyjamas staring out the window at cloud formations or playing with the ball she tripped over on the way to her room...

The keen observations of perceptive kids feed a rich imagination... They'll point out a king's crown left by the strokes of the vacuum cleaner, or the letter B formed by the spaghetti sauce on their plates. They'll act out stories and design crazy costumes.

It may be impossible to nurse the perceptive baby in a room full of people... every time someone speaks or walks past, the baby will turn to look or listen, taking the nipple with her - it's a painful stretch!

If you have marked a 4 or 5 for your child's perceptiveness, you know that your child is engaging more of the world around her than the average person. She will need your help learning how to tune in to the most important messages..."

Dash is the classic perceptive kid. Noticing cloud pictures. Recognising the subtext in movies. Eyes drawn to the flickering TV screen when you are trying to tell him something. very intuitive too, the things he comes out with. Miss Fab? Not so much. Scrag, well he shows early signs of seeing stuff other people would miss. Time will tell...

DASH: 5/5
SCRAG: 3/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "Spirited children usually adapt to change very slowly. They hate surprises and need time and forewarning in order to shift from one activity to another.
You may find the concept of adaptability new to you and may not have noticed how your child reacts. Yet adaptability may be one of the major reasons why you and your child are finding yourselves in daily hassles.
It's the slow-to-adapt child who loses it because you cut his toast in triangles when he wanted squares, or you stopped at Burger King when he wanted McDonalds. Naptime, lunchtime, bedtime drop-off at day-care time and pickup from school time are all daily transitions that are challenging for this child...
Changing from daylight savings time is a hassle. A new season and the inevitable change in clothing may prove to be a major source of contention. Stopping a game in order to eat dinner can be a significant intrusion.
They are not trying to be stubborn and make life miserable for you. They need time to adjust...
Understanding how your child reacts to transitions and changes is key to winning cooperation. If your child is slow-to-adapt, you need to know it so you can help him prepare."

Miss Fab was the opposite of adaptable... she hated to travel. She's still the one who gets homesick. Even now if there's a change to the plans, it's she who will have a complete meltdown. Thankfully Dash is generally Mr Adaptable, loving adventure and spontaneity, although he does hate stopping a game to come in for tea - but don't most kids?? Scrag is Mr Happy-go-lucky.

DASH: 2/5
SCRAG: 1/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "Many but not all spirited kids never fall into a schedule on their own, leaving their parents exhausted. It seems impossible to predict when they will be awake, when they'll need to sleep, or when they'll be hungry. Irregularity can also affect how children handle mealtime, bedtime and toilet training; get up in the morning, travel; and 'prowl' the house at night. Getting an irregular child on a schedule can be a very frustrating experience.

Spirited children who are irregular by nature are not intentionally trying to upset their parents. Their bodies are not easily scheduled into a predictable pattern or rhythm. If you have marked a 4 or 5, you can expect to work much harder at establishing regular routines in your household.

You can expect a child who isn't hungry at dinner but is hungry the moment you put the dishes away. It's her temperament that causes this behaviour, not her disrespect for you. When you understand that, it is easier to work out a mutually acceptable solution."

Dash and Scrag are Mister regulars. Easy babies on most things. Like their routine. But Miss Fab??? Oh so irregular! Every day was different. Nothing you tried could establish any meaningful routine. So tricky when a baby. You'd think that since she is not particularly adaptable she'd be a child of routine? Nuh-uh. She likes things in her world to be safe and samey. She likes to be Miss Unpredictable within that safe samey world. Keeps ya on your toes, I tell ya! Though things like bedtime have gotten much much better with age. Thankfully.

DASH: 2/5
SCRAG: 3/5

BOOK EXCERPT:"Many spirited children are energetic; however not all of them are climbers and leapers. Some merely seem to possess incredible energy. they don't walk, they run. They can't pass through a door frame without jumping up to touch the header.

They fall out of their chairs at school and at the dinner table.
It isn't that they aren't paying attention or trying to follow rules; they simply have a need to move. A long trip in the car can be a nightmare unless frequent stops are taken to let this child release the energy pumping through his veins.

If your child is temperamentally energetic, you can expect that he will need to move. You can predict it and use this information to plan for his success."

I have three little bundles of energy, not a librarian among them. But the one who was truly born with ants in her pants is Miss Fab. She never walks, she skips, runs, jumps, dances. She doesn't sit on her seat; she swivels, rolls, lolls. Her daddy calls her Harold {the helicopter}. I've never known a kids whose blood seems to fizz in her veins to such a degree. Can I score her 6??
As a baby Dash never sat still for long enough to grow any chub. His thighs were massively muscled. He climbed everything, ran always. Dash crawled at 6 1/2 months, walked at 11months. Miss Fab did everything a month sooner. And Scrag? Can hold his own and keep up with the bunch - though he prefers a shoulder ride to walking any day!

DASH: 4/5
SCRAG: 4/5


BOOK EXCERPT: "A group of spirited children will split right down the middle on this trait. Half the children will jump into new situations, which poses the problem of children literally jumping into trouble. They leap before they look.

The other half hang back, often refusing to participate; they may cry and throw themselves on the floor, kicking and screaming the first time they are introduced to anything new. It is this half that poses the greatest challenges for most parents, as our culture tends to be more supportive of go-getters.

Whether its the first bath, the first day at school, a new food, a new car seat or the first try at swimming lessons, many spirited kids don't want to try it and insist they don't like it. It is important to recognise this as a first reaction - not a final decision - because often, with time, the child will change her mind and really enjoy participating..."

Miss Fab is my most extreme on this one. My usually outgoing girl will cling like a limpet at a birthday party where she only knows the birthday child. Will accidentally ankle-tap me as she lurks under my feet at a new person's house. Oh the drama on the first day of gymnastics! Didn't care who was watching. But once she settles in, you would never believe she had ever been shy. Whereas Dash makes a new best friend every time he goes to the park. Where's Dash? Off playing football with strangers.

DASH: 1/5
SCRAG: 3/5

BOOK EXCERPT: "In spirited children, approximately half will possess a generally positive, happy mood. The other half is definitely the most challenging for parents. They tend to be more serious, to cry more, and to appear to be more negative because they are always offering suggestions for improving an activity.

Asked a general questions, such as "How was school today?" the more serious kids will respond with comments like "boring", "dumb" or "fine". They'll tell you they didn't do anything interesting despite the fact they took a field trip to a radio station. They really don't mean to appear unappreciative or uninterested. they see the world from a more analytical perspective...
When you recognise he is responding because of a first and natural reaction rather than intentionally being contrary or ungrateful, you can teach him to be more diplomatic and respectful of others' feelings."

Thankfully my lot are generally on the happy side of the scale, with fluctuations of course. But I don't think you'd call any of them serious or analytical. Scrag is the happiest kid i have EVER met. His default setting is "JOY". Miss Fab is my girl of extremes - sunshine or thunder with not much in between. But these days we can go days... or even weeks... between storms. Dash, well, Mr Sensitivity is having some moments lately, but I think that's situational and due to his sensitivity. Mostly, he's a happy lad.

DASH: 2/5
SCRAG: 0/5 {!!}


That's us - now how about you? Go back through each of the temperamental traits and total your responses. Work out your total on the scale below...

My Kids Scores:

DASH = 30 (spirited)

MISS FAB = 36 (spirited)

SCRAG = 20 (spunky)

As you can see I have no potential librarians in my brood! Our house is always noisy, often chaotic, frequently crazy.

Where they scored highest varies; Miss Fab and Dash are both intense, perceptive and energetic but Dash is more sensitive, Miss Fab more persistent. Scrag is energetic and loud but happy and mostly easy-going. Phew.

What did your kids score?

I wholeheartedly recommend Mary Sheedy Kurcinka's Book, "Raising your Spirited Child". This book has saved our lives and helped us to understand our Spunky and Spirited kids.

You can purchase it from http://goodbooksnz.com; free shipping anywhere in the world. All profits going to a great cause.